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Sunday, February 7, 2010

It's Mine

Well, it's Super Bowl Sunday. I love this day. It's my favorite "holiday" because I'm always entertained. Always. But I realized this morning why I enjoy football so much.

It's mine. No one can take it away from me. It's not like someone led me to appreciate the game. I found it myself. I learned about the game and all that I know about it by myself. My dad wasn't involved with my love for the game. I didn't have some boyfriend sit with me and watch games and I eventually began to love the game.

For 26 years I've watched this game and made it my own. I pick my own favorite players and favorite teams. I like to call plays and I love, love, love a good hit. It's beautiful, even in its madness, chaos, and violence. And it's mine.

We all want to make something our own. It could be a career, a family, a physical possession. We take that one thing and do all that we can to make it ours. We invest time in it. We believe in it. We feel a sense of loss when we lose it (which I will begin to feel tomorrow - ha).

And we are Jesus' own. He makes us His own - as we get closer to Him, He begins to remold and reshape our heart. He treats each of us as the one thing in the world that exists to Him. He invests time with us. With a simple prayer, He leans His ear towards us and listens. He believes in us; His Word is filled with plenty of encouragement. And He feels a sense of loss when He loses us. He grieves.

So, I will continue to enjoy this lovely game called football and just tell myself it's the Jesus within me! :) And I will continue to be amazed at how much my Lord thinks about me, reaches out to me, and loves me.

What do you make your own?

Friday, January 8, 2010

Roll Tide

It has been two months since I've truly blogged, and I've decided to appeal to my 'Bama fans out there. Below you will find some of the images from the Crimson Tide's 13th national championship. They've waited a long time, and I'm forcing myself (haha) to celebrate a little with them.



Marcell Dareus' returns an interception off a shovel pass for a TD near the end of the first half. Truly a remarkable play, and a boneheaded call by Mack Brown. He should have taken a knee and gone into halftime down by 8 instead of 15.



Heisman trophy winner Mark Ingram. He had a very good game and seemed to step outside of the "Heisman curse."



The team enjoying the Coaches' Trophy

What is amazing to me is the amount of attention Colt McCoy's post game interview received by fans around the nation. I remember seeing someone on Twitter say that McCoy needed to get back in there, injury or not, and leave a legacy. But it was his post game comments that left a legacy. Watch his interview
here.

He stands on the rock! And millions of people heard him say that. He was humble and gracious. He congratulated the opposing team twice. What a wonderful heart the young man has. What can we do to leave a legacy? McCoy found a way to leave a legacy by what he did off the field. I'm off the field all the time, and what kind of legacy am I leaving?

Lord, show me how to leave a legacy. Show us all.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Finals

Wow, I can't believe finals are here. And it's going to be a tricky few days. I would really appreciate your prayers. Perhaps I can get back in the blogging groove after the semester ends!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving!

Has it really been almost a month since I blogged? I don't know why! Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Friday, October 30, 2009

That Old Brown Truck

My dad used to have this '63 Chevy pickup truck. I think it was his favorite vehicle - ever! It was tan, with a couple of white areas where some of the rust spots had been half repaired. There were places where the paint was chipped. The wood in the bed was chipped and warped. The metal slats between each piece of wood was rusted, and some of the bolts in the metal were loose or missing.

He bought it from his friend Ray when we lived in Colorado Springs, Colorado. He paid around $500 for it, and it was a bargain. I think Ray shed a tear when he gave dad the keys. Ray had a motorcycle and always wore cowboy boots and a big belt buckle with a gold cowboy riding a horse. It was a rodeo trophy replica. He liked to do the Texas Two Step, and I always wanted to learn.

We had the Chevy for a few months when the muffler or something fell off. I was only 10 at the time, so I didn't really care what was wrong with it. I could feel the rattle against the seat, and I remember dad getting pulled over for noise pollution. He didn't get a ticket, though. As soon as he showed his military ID, the officer let him go. His military ID always got him out of trouble.

Whenever we went to the grocery store, he'd drive the buggy to the holding area, instead of just walking it back. He'd stick his arm out the window and hold the buggy until he got to the holding area, and then he'd give it one hard push. He always laughed when people looked.


He loved to have my brother, sister, and me stand up in the bed and hold on to the back of the cab of the truck. There was this small groove in the metal, and I always held it tightly. He would wait until we had a good grip, and then he would pop the clutch over and over again. He told us a couple of times he actually got it to leave the ground. We'd laugh and let the wind whip through our hair. My sister and I didn't care about the tangles, although I should've been. Her hair was thin and easy to brush. Mine was like the tumbleweeds dad said he saw when he lived in Oklahoma.

We had the pickup for the remainder of the time we lived in Colorado. Dad loved it so much, he went and bought a '63 Chevy Suburban. It was dark red and had windows in the back that were spray painted black. You couldn't see through them at all. The vehicle didn't run, so it just sat in our yard. He just wanted it because it looked like the truck, and he thought he might be able to fix it up one day.

Dad bought an aluminum camper top with these ugly, convex, green windows that were like Plexiglas. The windows in the side had a handle on the inside that we had to use to get the separate panes to roll out. At most, they rolled out to about 70 degrees. The roof of the camper leaked, and if we were riding in the bed when it rained, we had to stuff extra clothing or something between the roof and the support rails. Of course, the added benefit of the insulation was the fact that we didn't have to listen to the aluminum rattle.

The Chevy was our only source of transportation when we made the trek from Colorado Springs to Tuscumbia, Alabama. We still had the Suburban, but it didn't run at all, and dad decided to save money by loading up our belongings in the back of Suburban. We needed more room, so he bought a trailer with another camper top on it. The trailer was made out of the bed of another '63 Chevy truck. He was obsessed.

He didn't sleep much during the trip. My mom didn't drive, and my siblings and I weren't old enough to drive. We stayed in the bed of the pickup, and mom sat up front with dad to help him stay awake. If we needed to go to the bathroom, we would bang on the window of the camper top until dad heard it. We traveled for about 22 hours, and we only stopped once for him to sleep. I think he slept around three hours.

We arrived in Alabama around dawn and we all had cabin fever! Dad was even more determined to make record time, and he pushed that poor truck to its limits. I remember thinking that we never named it. I tried to come up with a name on the spot, but I drew a blank. I decided I would name it when we made it to grandma's.

On our way to my grandma's, we had to go through an area in Tuscumbia called Colbert Heights. We had to drive up a steep hill known by the locals as "the mountain." The truck sputtered all the way to top, dragging the Suburban and the trailer with it.

We barely made it up the mountain, and when we got there, dad pulled over in the school yard. He came to the bed and opened up the camper top.

"We started a new religion, kids! Do you see all of our followers?" He pointed to the road we just turned off of, and there were about fifteen cars speeding by. They were behind us as we went up the hill. He told us it took about ten or fifteen minutes to get to the top because of all the weight the truck had to drag.

We all got out and stretched our legs, and as were climbing back into the bed, he got into the pickup and tried to start it. It wouldn't start, no matter what he tried. We waited about two hours and tried again but no luck. It was dead.

Dad and mom walked to one of the local houses and called grandma. She sent our uncle, and he came and picked us up. Later that day, he and dad went to try to get the truck. They came back three hours later but they didn't have it with them.

My other uncle ended up towing the pickup to grandma's. They had to make two other trips to bring the other vehicles.

Dad didn't find another '63 Chevy truck within his price range, so he settled on a '93 Aerostar. He mourned for his pickup every time that van broke down. He's still looking for his '63 Chevy.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Christmas Already???

I tell myself every year that I'm not going to go all out on Christmas gifts. I rarely have a ton of money to spend, and I'm not the thriftiest of shoppers. And I'm certainly not creative in that way. This year, I decided I would only buy gifts for my little sister and my dad.

Well, I bought his present already! I bought two tickets to see the Tennessee Titans. Of course, the other one is for me. We are going Christmas day! They're playing the Chargers. It will be my first NFL game, and it will be his first in many, many years. I think he saw the Bucs play in one of the first years the franchise started. I called him to ask him if he wanted to go, and he really sounds excited. I am looking forward to it!!!

What is parking like at LP field?

Now, onto my little sister. Then, my brother's four kids. After that, who knows? Any ideas for a single gift to cover four girls ranging from teenagers to first graders?

Friday, October 2, 2009

The Wallflower

Daffodils in the garden
stand out as an eyesore
but noticed are they still.

A flower of any sort
rarely stands out
beside its brethren.

Before it's picked
its elegance goes
unnoticed.

But by itself
the flower shines
and is found worthy.

Who chooses
the flower?
Who determines its value?

As it grows
its petals unfold
and layer upon layer

of beauty appear. It
was always there.
It simply reveals itself slowly.